Whose name??

I had mixed feelings of "whatever - i don't care, i don't want to care" and anger when i found out one of my dad's letter had a joined name with that woman. After noticing that name, i just don't want to care and put the letter back to the original place.

Later at night, my mom asked whether did i notice that letter? She said that woman's name had the same surname as my mom... That is a letter of the new apartment that my dad and that woman just bought.

I don't know how to express it out. In another hand, i just don't wish to know anything about my dad and that woman.


**WHATEVER!!**

Chocolate for lunch... kekekeke

I did not want to eat chocolate only... but because i forget to bring any bread from home today so i do not have any food to eat. Ask me to go out and have lunch alone, nein danke... no thank you... Normally i will take bread as lunch in the office also... unless i have someone to go lunch with me...

Where did i get the chocolate, its a souvenir that i brought for my colleagues and children in day care here so i also eat together loh, had 3 pieces only... that fills my tummy. Actually i dont feel hungry today eventhough i didn't take breakfast and lunch... dont know why... but is ok...

Guess i will be going home soon i think... normally after work, i will still stay here in the office to do some stuff... just dont want to go home that fast, dont know why... hahhahahahaaa...

and i still cant put in pics, is it something wrong with blogspot recently???

Back to Malaysia

Hey guys...

Finally i'm back to my home land but surely im missing Germany a lot be it the weather and lifestyle... i really like Germany... but i miss my bf the most... anyway, life have to go on, i can't be sitting down and dream of holidays only...

Well, i have take away my music on my blog because i just can't load my blog, im using dial-up line now ok... either at home or in the office but in the office, very soon we will have broadband system, so after that only will i put back the music on my blog... and for the past few days i can't put in pictures in my blog, there are some updates that i have wrote but still pending because i can't put in pics inside.... aiyaaa.... so frustrated...

Just to say that im safe back to Malaysia... had a great 12 hours flight but only manage to sleep 3 hours. I was so tired ytd because i did not sleep for 2 days. Tue is my flight, Tue morning at 4am i have to wake up and 5am went to the airport in Frankfurt, need to travel 4 hours from Albstadt. Jurgen fetched us there... thank you Lord for this so that we don't need to take train...

Yup, im working now... very busy, have to sort out a lot of letters, file up a lot of things... arrr... the internet connection is slow, is like taking the whole day to check my mails... ahh... no complain, no complain...

My last day with them....

Oh, its my last day together with them... Papa and mama invited us for lunch again and i requested to have spätzle coz i like it... hehehehee. Johannes was being invited as well...

Pic 1: Johannes

Pic 2: Jurgen and Beate

Pic 3: Me and my beloved darling... (**dl, i miss u**)

Pic 4: Spätzle, yummy yummy... delicious... i love it!

Pic 5: Dessert, very nice... i like it too...

Pic 6: Mama, papa, me and dl

After lunch, Jurgen asked dl and Johannes to help to shift a big cupboard in their new house for some renovation...

Pic 7: Shifting the cupboard

Before another round of food, invited for dinner with Jurgen and Beate, we went downtown.. hehehee... the purpose is to buy ice cream to eat... for my last time ok?? Enjoying the view of early autumn, we walked to dl's uni before going to buy ice cream.

Pic 8: In front of dl's uni with autumn look...

Pic 9: 2 scoops of ice cream for my last time here in Albstadt. Actually the ice cream's look can be more tempting but because dl met her teenies after i bought my ice cream and dl chatted with them, so after a while, the ice cream left like that... hehehe

Pic 10: One whole stretch on the left is the fence of Johannes' house, so how big is Johannes' castle??

Alrite, time to go for dinner again... it was a very full day... full with food... While we are there, Beate and papa was doing some renovation stuff while Jurgen preparing Italian Food for us...

Pic 11: Beate was doing the work

Pic 12: Papa too...

Pic 13: Frence Styled dinner

After dinner, we spent beautiful time together... i felt very joyful that day, we sing, we dance, we talk, we laugh...

Pic 14: My last night in Albstadt was very joyous...

Anyway, we went home early because tomorrow Jurgen is fetching me to the airport at 5am... so he need to rest early loh....

Inline Downhill

Yes! Spätzle... My favorite food again... Had lunch in papa mama's house together with their god-son that came from Sri Lanka who stayed in Germany for 21 years already...


Pic 1: After lunch, papa and mama checking on the shells from Sri Lanka by their god-son


Pic 2: Papa and mama's god-son and his wife...


Pic 3: Wonderful lunch and great wine that causes my face to be that red... hehehe...

After lunch, we went to have a look at Inline Downhill Competition near Jurgen and Beate's house... What is Inline Downhill?? Check it out...


Pic 4: Everyone waiting patiently...


Pic 5: Everyone waiting patiently...


Pic 6: Da da...... Inline downhill... hahahaa...


Pic 7: Is roller blade competition...


Pic 8: Very exciting curve for them...

We have to walk a long way to see this competition because the roads are closed. Then we pass by Jurgen and Beate's house before we leave home.

Came home to pack pack pack!!! Going home soon..... how will i feel when i depart with my dl this Tue afternoon?

Short Term Memory Lost??

Oh Lord, what should i do? Help me, heal me from short term memory lost....

I woke up at 8am when the alarm clock ring, still on my bed i was thinking hard what time is the service today. Finally i though it was 10am so there i went to did my QT, bath and get ready myself before waking dl up. I was happy because it is my last Sunday in the church in Albstadt. I want to say goodbye to the church members here.

Never did i realised that i was completely wrong when i wake dl up and he said, "Oh, we are late!" Then i know that ohhhh.... i am wrong again!!! I have been having this short term memory lost. I always forget things very quickly. I have been to the church in Albstadt for the past 6 weeks or so but still i can't remember the service time. Is this serious??

I felt very very bad when we walked downhill to the church. Not because we are late, i know that as long as i have the heart, God is merciful. Furthermore it is not done on purpose. I felt bad because am i really suffering from SHORT TERM MEMORY LOST? There are many cases that i couldn't remember what i have said, or what people have said to me... i just can't remember certain things in my mind...

The service is only 1 hour in dl's church but because we are late, we only attended 30 minutes service. Hahahaa... The best thing was when we arrive at the doorstep of the church, Hardmut open the church door and the welcomed us in where the rest of the church members looked at us... heheheheehee... and dl still have the gut to say, "Morgen," means morning to the whole church... hahahaha... then we wanted to sit at the back row but it was full and we have to walk all the way to the front and as we sat, the pastor greeted me in front of the pulpit and said, "The church would like to say goodbye to you, have a safe journey home and God bless."....

OOhhhh.... bad because we are late but somehow we are like very ON TIME that the church greeted us... hehehehe, well service went on and we had communion. It was done very differently from my church back in Malaysia, nevertheless, it is still the same, we are serving ONE GOD.

Then, as usual we stayed 1 hour after service fellowshipping, this is a very warm church, friendly church or we can say it is a family church that everyone treats everyone like their own close family member.

At 11am we came home and took a short nap before going to papa mama's house for lunch. I still feel bad and i actually cried a while before taking my nap, just want to release out and i felt better after crying.

Actually i'm not sure why i'm feeling bad... Is it really about my short term memory lost or a big impact on me after feeling so happy early morning thinking to go to church for the last time in Albstadt but ended up late to church?? I am not sure really....

Bah Ku Teh

This is a hair style that dl tied for me... hahahaha... it was late at night about 1+am before i wanted to sleep, he said he know how to tie hair so end up it look like this... not bad huh?? heheheheee...


Pic 1: Super star??

Today we wanted to cook for Jurgen and Beate, so early morning we went downtown to buy all the ingredients that we need. And Jurgen came and fetch us at 11am. They are still renovating their house while dl and i prepare lunch for them. We cooked Bah Ku Teh for them... yummy yummy... hehehee...


Pic 2: Garlic and chili... Btw, Germans don't like garlic, whenever u had garlic, they will all go away from u but there are some who don't mind too... like Jurgen and Beate? Hehehee, coz we want to cook original Bah Ku Teh, Malaysian style so we must prepare all this... hehehee


Pic 3: Bah Ku Teh

That day everyone eat so much, Jurgen and dl had 3 plates of rice, Beate and me had 2 plates of rice... After the full full lunch, we spend some time together before Hardmut came and fetch us for soccer again... hahaha... it was a last minutes plan.

Today's soccer was sucks... we had some church kids playing with us which is fine... but later on there are 2 other kids pass by and they joined us. One of the kid was so rude, so loud, so errrr... a kid!!!! He shouted, he cried, he lied, and whatever bad things u can ever think of... he don't even like me, if im playing in his team, he don't want to play.... blaaaaaa..... Anyway, the time pass and at last it ended... everyone don't enjoyed.... "Is ok, he is just a 8 years old boy," i told myself...

Then Hardmut fetched us to his home to chit chat... we spend the time with this beautiful couple... talking, laughing, and eating a lot of fruits there....

At 7pm, Hardmut fetched us home and we bath and get ready to go to the town again. This was my first time walking to the town at night. Walking around at night to downtown with bright lights all over the streets and shops and with cold breeze blowing our cheek. We had a hot drink in Intermezzo Cafe after some walk. I really enjoy the coldness in Albstadt as we walk...


Pic 4: Bus stop with colourful drawings...

At about 10pm we walk home, climbing up the hill back to Johannes' house, enjoying my last 2 nights in Albstadt.

Praise the Lord for another wonderful day...

Praise and pray

Today's cell group was praise and pray... We sing and had a short sharing and praying...

Curry...

We walk downtown to buy ingredients for curry today. Wanted to eat it last time here in Germany. After getting the ingredients that we want, we walk back home and start preparing our curry for lunch. Well, instead of dl cooking for me, he taught me how to cook this time so that i know how to do it next time, hehehehee...

Pic 1: Me cooking

Pic 2: Our lunch...

How is my cooking today? How is the taste of the curry? It was very nice, serious... but very hot... hahahahaaa...

After having our lunch, i tried to pack some of my clothes...


Pic 3: My cupboard full of clothes before i pack them in my bag

After awhile, we plan to walk downtown again. This time i took pictures of every path i walk, the whole journey to downtown as a rememberance for myself... hehehe... Well, i'm not going to post all the pics here, don't worry... Oh, taking pictures is not my main purpose of walking downtown this time. It was because we wanted to go to pharmacy to help Aunty Yin Chun to get some stuff.

Pic 4: Enjoying the beginning of Autumn, the trees are turning into yellow and in 3 weeks time, it will fall.


Pic 5: This is the ice cream shop that i always come and have a bite of ice cream

Pic 6: €0.70 for a scoop, had it almost everytime i came to the town.

Pic 7: Kebap shop that i like


Pic 8: Police car

Pic 9: Media Markt, place that dl likes to come and get his gadgets or to windowshop his gadgets


Pic 10: Dl's bank

Pic 11: Johannes' garden full of apple trees

What am i doing?

What is the matter with me? I don't know why as my age is progressing, i find that i can't sleep that much anymore. Worse still, sometimes i will just wake up in the middle of the night and my mind will start wondering around... It happen many times when i'm in Malaysia this year... Now here in Germany, the same. But perhaps this few days was due to my conscience telling me that i have to say bye bye to my bf and Germany.

Slept at 12am, woke up at 4am... great? Twisting and turning around my bed so at 5am i switch the laptop on and here i am, checking mails, chatting and blogging. Will go back to sleep for a while if i could, will be waking up at 7am today. Dl wants to cook curry for me again, hurray... hehehee... so we will be going downtown early to get what we want to cook and later on, maybe i will start packing?? See how it goes....

I miss my cats

I have 5 cats back home in Malaysia... One of the thing that makes me happy that i can go home soon is to see my family as well as my 5 cats... I miss them so much...

Where did my cats come from? 4 of them was born in my mother's company in March 23, 2003. My mom was feeding the kittens' mother all the while because my mom love animals too. One day when the kitten was about 2 weeks old, my mom noticed a dead cat on the road near her company, and my mom know that it was the kittens' mother. Immediately my mom called me and asked what can she do, i told her if she want, she can keep them so that is how we adopted 4 of them. So after work i bring the 4 kittens to the vet to check them and rescue one of the kitten that was bleeding, Buddy (his story below).

Well, another kitten came about this year, refer to Sydney's story below.

Pic 1: Meet my STUART. He is the king in the house. He is very fierce too, he doesn't like visitors to our home, if there are visitors to our home, we have to cage Stuart because otherwise he will scratch the visitor. Sound scary?? Hahahaha.. it is, so make sure u give us a call before u go to our house so we can put him in the room or in the cage...

Pic 2: Oh, this is one of the pic that Stuart like to sleep at home.

Pic 3: Another action that the king made on my sister's bed.

Pic 4: Meet my TIGER. He is a huge cat with big bone but not that fat. If he were to grow fatter, that will be nicer... hehehee.. but anyway, as long as they are healthy, that is enough.

Pic 5: Tiger on my bed.

Pic 6: ABIGAIL is my little girl... She is the only cat that always follow me everywhere i go. Early morning she will be on my lab while i am sitting on the toilet bowl, i will tell her all my secret, when im happy or when im crying, she will be there with me. I will complaint to her whenever i argue with dl or whatever things regarding dl. She likes to lick me, lick my lips. Heeehehehe... She even know how to jump up to my chest for me to carry when im standing. So u say how much i love Abigail lehh? hehehe... i wonder how much she miss me when im not around in Malaysia, poor girl...

Pic 7: Pretty Abigail on my mummy's rocking chair.

Pic 8: Buddy had a very pity childhood, at the age of 1 week plus, his right hand skin was being peeled out, we suspected it was a fortlift in my mother's company that hit his hand.

Pic 9: Buddy on my sister's blanket

Pic 10: SYDNEY is the naughtiest among all, the smallest in size and age among all... She can run very fast due to her small size body. We adopted Sydney this year, 2005 in Feb during Chinese New Year when we see that she had no where to go and wondering around our house. Abigail don't like Sydney at all. They never play together. I always bring Sydney to mamak stall because she is the only one who can sit still with me. The other 4 are not trained to go out of the house while Sydney is a stray that we adopted when she was 6 months old so she is used to outside environment.

Pic 11: Sydney playing with earphone

My cats, my cats, im coming home real soon. Wait for me.