Short Term Memory Lost??

Oh Lord, what should i do? Help me, heal me from short term memory lost....

I woke up at 8am when the alarm clock ring, still on my bed i was thinking hard what time is the service today. Finally i though it was 10am so there i went to did my QT, bath and get ready myself before waking dl up. I was happy because it is my last Sunday in the church in Albstadt. I want to say goodbye to the church members here.

Never did i realised that i was completely wrong when i wake dl up and he said, "Oh, we are late!" Then i know that ohhhh.... i am wrong again!!! I have been having this short term memory lost. I always forget things very quickly. I have been to the church in Albstadt for the past 6 weeks or so but still i can't remember the service time. Is this serious??

I felt very very bad when we walked downhill to the church. Not because we are late, i know that as long as i have the heart, God is merciful. Furthermore it is not done on purpose. I felt bad because am i really suffering from SHORT TERM MEMORY LOST? There are many cases that i couldn't remember what i have said, or what people have said to me... i just can't remember certain things in my mind...

The service is only 1 hour in dl's church but because we are late, we only attended 30 minutes service. Hahahaa... The best thing was when we arrive at the doorstep of the church, Hardmut open the church door and the welcomed us in where the rest of the church members looked at us... heheheheehee... and dl still have the gut to say, "Morgen," means morning to the whole church... hahahaha... then we wanted to sit at the back row but it was full and we have to walk all the way to the front and as we sat, the pastor greeted me in front of the pulpit and said, "The church would like to say goodbye to you, have a safe journey home and God bless."....

OOhhhh.... bad because we are late but somehow we are like very ON TIME that the church greeted us... hehehehe, well service went on and we had communion. It was done very differently from my church back in Malaysia, nevertheless, it is still the same, we are serving ONE GOD.

Then, as usual we stayed 1 hour after service fellowshipping, this is a very warm church, friendly church or we can say it is a family church that everyone treats everyone like their own close family member.

At 11am we came home and took a short nap before going to papa mama's house for lunch. I still feel bad and i actually cried a while before taking my nap, just want to release out and i felt better after crying.

Actually i'm not sure why i'm feeling bad... Is it really about my short term memory lost or a big impact on me after feeling so happy early morning thinking to go to church for the last time in Albstadt but ended up late to church?? I am not sure really....