Wednesday, May 31, 2006
So i drove the van home and my salesman fetched me from home to go to JPJ to register my car, i was thinking of buying a number plate of 7771 which will cost me about RM350, well, all things work out for good to those who love Him, He did not want me to waste unnecessary money so the number that is available now is from 2000-7770! Hahahahaa... I know is Him. Yet the running number is 3800 so i told my salesman, ok, 3800 onwards also is a nice number so i will just get the normal running number which i don't need to pay a single cent.
Pic 1: Energy orange Iswara Aeroback, BJC = Beckz & Jesus Christ?? ;)
Went to the church to do part time after coming back from JPJ and collected my car at 3pm. Those Proton's people was still doing some touch-up on my car, tinting my car windows for free, polishing my car, basically just cleaning it up before handling it to me.
No one knows that i'm getting the car today. So i called my brother to bring him out to get some car accessories without telling him that i got the car and he was so excited when i drove the energy orange Iswara home. Then i bring him to my mom's company and called my mom asking her to come out from her company. She said she thought i brought some tea-break for her and her smile was so beautiful when she look at my new car. Hahahaa... We are suppose to have dinner together celebrating my birthday so mom, bro and i went to fetch sis from work and sis was overjoyed when she saw an energy orange car approaching her. Well, praise the Lord for this big surprises to everyone.
Even thought i'm really tired, but yet fellowshipping with family members are really a precious thing to do. We eat, we talk, we joke, we laugh.... (*Sorry, didn't take any picture coz forgotten to bring camera during dinner time*) Then we travelled from our dinner place, taking a good ride in the energy orange Iswara to a shopping mall and we continue to walk, talk, joke, laugh, eat, drink... tiring... blessed birthday... most memorable one i would say.
2. Dinner with Winnie on 30 May, she gave me a bottle of perfume which i love very much.
3. Dl posted something in his website and called on 31 May.
4. Received surprise gift from Heavenly father (car) and dinner with family on 31 May.
5. Smses, cards and online wishes from friends on 31 May.
6. Dinner with god-sis on 1 Jun.
7. Redeeming a meal from Sky when i'm free later.
Happy birthday to me,
Happy birthday to Beckz,
Happy birthday to me.
Monday, May 29, 2006
Grandma (dad’s side) called trying to convince mom to take the house that dad offers, house that already has down payment but need us to get bank loan and pay monthly installment which we don’t want. (Grandma has always been the middle person, a spokesman between dad and us when comes to big big problems.)Reasons of not taking the big house:-
- Mom going to retire in few more years, then where will she get the income to pay the house loan? Mom don’t want unnecessary burden / stress anymore.
- I’m not sure how long I will be in
Malaysia, if I’m to leave , who is going to continue paying the loan? Mom?? It’s a burden to her. Malaysia
Chinese saying, “if you don’t have a head that big, don’t try to wear a hat that big”. Meaning, if you think you can’t afford it, then don’t take it.
But grandma keeps on convincing mom and they talk on the phone for more than ½ an hour, mom is sick, having fever some more, grandma is a very good talker, she can talk till you have no words to say. Poor mom has to say no, no, no.
My relatives, all the Cham’s members had a meeting about this matter, so all my uncles and aunties agree that it is a good thing if we can take the house, can live in a bigger house (so-called). They said, sell our current house and take that money to put it into the new house. They think of everything for us. But guess what? The most frightening one was, they want us to take care of grandma and grandpa (finally grandma mention this saying if we take the big house, then grandpa and her will stay with us).
Listen here, not that we don’t want to take care of old people, we (mom, sis, me and bro) are someone who love / honour old people very much. Obviously we wish to stay with grandma and grandpa coz they loved us very much but come to think about it, uncles and aunties are trying to push their responsibility of taking care of the old man to us! That’s why I said, they think of everything for us. And they said, it is good if we can have the big house. Now I know why…
Mom told me, she is getting more and more frightened when comes to think of what grandma said and think of how my relatives plans all this, there are always some motives behind it. Sad and scary!
If I’m not mistaken, our family crisis no. 1 was about 2 years back where by the Cham’s members thought of a good plan (so-called), asking us to sell our current house and buy 1 of my uncle’s house coz he is broke, he needed money, so asked us to buy his house, reason that they gave us: that place is nearer to grandma’s house! If we buy that house, we need to take bank loan too, so need to pay monthly installment (which we don’t need for our current house). Sad and scary!
Whatever they think of normally is for their benefits… how can they treat us like this? Are we too kind for them to bully? Bullying a single parent’s family! Hate this! That’s why we really need God’s wisdom. Thank God mom has great wisdom.
“Lord, take care of us, please.”
Sunday, May 28, 2006
Well, i count it a blessing to have my grandma and uncle around us for 2 days. Even though it's very rush for me to take care of them at home, bringing them out to window-shop, eat, busy with my church work, online job, etc... i still enjoy them very much, i just feel very joyful to be around them and getting to bring them around and help them around. :)
But we had to send them home at 9pm, actually they are suppose to go home tomorrow but because my uncle is throwing tantrums (always) and crying wanting to go home, so we can't do anything but to send them home. :) Good thing we are not in Ipoh (hometown) so the journey is still ok.
I can sense my cats' relief that finally my grandma and uncle is home, hahaa... before that, my cats are so afraid of them coz my uncle making a lot of noises and my grandma smokes. Kekekeee
Friday, May 26, 2006
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
After few days of surveying the price of Iswara and what promotions I can get best, finally I have submitted my form for bank loan. I’m afraid that the bank loan get rejected.
“Lord, I pray that everything will go smooth. Amen”
Saturday, May 20, 2006
Pic 1: Amanda, sis, Nathaniel
Pic 2: Family in Christ
The happy family at Secret Recipe.
Pic 1: sis & bro
Pic 2: sis & me
Pic 3: sis & ma
Pic 4: me & ma
Pic 5: bro & ma
The best movie I have ever watched! It’s full of actions. I feel like I’m drowning the whole time at the cinema. I can’t breathe, help!
Don’t miss it!
Friday, May 19, 2006
Pic 1: The first hour, feasting
Pic 2: Pizzaaaa
Pic 3: View from our room, 22nd floor!
Pic 4: Yes, pool side! Swimming soon!
Pic 5: The pool!! =) Get to swim for more than 1 hour. Good exercise.
Pic 6: Going for dinner…
Pic 7: Dinner time!
Pic 8: Youth of this generation
Actually it is very funny. After i resigned, i had so many offers from people maybe because i'm Beckz, the well-known Beckz in the community that had good heart (**hhhmm, praising myself... kekeke**) but well, i want to try out this online job so i told them off in a 'gentle' way. Hahaha..
Just want to praise the Lord, i know i'm special to Him, everyone is. And i know that my future is in His hands so i'm just going to walk with Him and follow Him wherever He leads me. "Lord, teach me to be obedient to You, only You."
Sunday, May 14, 2006
Many of them must have forgotten the vow that they made during their holy matrimony, I believe, during that time, they are full of joy and eagerness in their big event, wanting to spend the rest of their life with their precious wife but after few years down the road, after their wife has given birth to kids, after their wife has put on weight and not as ‘pretty’ as it was before, MAN will start looking around and pursue the temptation of the world.
Then the man will no longer treasure their wife anymore but instead, getting closer with other woman. Until a stage that he wants to move out and stay with the other woman and spend his life with that so-called better woman than his wife?? Oh well, go ahead! But many a times when man gets older, they began to fall sick and I’m sure that the other woman WOULDN’T WANT to take care of this sick old man anymore and this sick old man will have to end up going back to his wife for the ‘tender loving care’! I HATE IT MAN! I MEAN I HATE THIS KIND OF MAN!!!
Sorry, I just got to express myself. I have many neighbors who are like this. The wife end up suffering so much, need to work harder to earn money to provide to the kids and need to take care of the whole house by herself when her own husband spends good time with other woman not knowing how suffer his wife was and how she had to deal with the inner hurts that her husband had abandon her, failing to keep the promises that he had made. AAArrrrr… I just can’t stand! Too much for me when I put my shoe on them!
Aunt L. was just crying when she was sharing with me in the morning, I felt so sad for her and I felt very angry too at man (Lord, I still need healing from you, please help me Lord, I don‘t want this to affect my own relationship), she really had a soft heart, always full of patient on her husband even her husband said he wants to move back to stay with her now because this old man finally get very sick for the 2nd time (*very good*) and even need to wear pampers??
Hhhhmm… when the old man can walk and run, he pursue his life with great satisfaction and often hit his wife when he needs to throw tantrums and now when he is sick, he wants to be taken care back from his wife?? (For me, I WILL NEVER NEVER ALLOW THIS TO HAPPEN IN MY LIFE) I’m just not that forgiving though. It’s hard, It’s hard !!!
I’m mad and yet I needs to encourage Aunt L. Aaarrrrr… I just felt that I’m going to blow up even now that I’m blogging it down.
I still need healing, I’m am, I admit. Every time I felt angry at man, I will try to say a little prayer, “Lord, forgive me, I choose to forgive my dad."
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
Monday, May 08, 2006
Sunday, May 07, 2006
This morning WM’s parents drove down to KL and I went to follow my god-bro, Alvin and his gf, Yendi to church. Church service was good, I get ministered, felt that I miss God so much. After feeding our spiritual-inner-man, we feed our physical-stomach! With food again… Please don’t get shock when u see food ok… It’s normal, just food… nothing much…
Pic 1: This is the food that we ordered for lunch! Yummmmyyyyy… I’m hungry now
Pic 2: Yendi & Alvin
Pic 3: Really satisfy, this is my 2nd purpose going to Penang. Hahahaa… 1st was because of Masami’s Wedding.
And let me introduce to you, Rocky the Schnauzer! This is Alvin & Yendi’s kid.
Pic 4: Rocky, he just had his hair cut in Ikano few days ago.
Pic 5: Really a handsome Schnauzer
We went to Alvin’s penthouse to take a nap, including Rocky of course.
Pic 6: Rocky half asleep on the bed with us (Yendi & me, just in case u all mistaken, while Alvin play his computer game).
Saturday, May 06, 2006
We had some last minutes changes as 1 of the MC can’t make it on time, still on the way from KL, so we had David Lee to be the last minute MC which he did it very well, well in entertaining everyone… hahaha, it was just so funny the way David and Cecena chair the whole thing. PTL that the rest of the 160 congregations were enjoying themselves at the wedding. This was the first ‘youthful wedding’ that I have ever attended! The way the MC s chair and all that, with the ‘youth language’. Well, good job Cecena and David! Really good job! =)
David, I hope u don’t mind that I share this here, haha, it’s just so funny I will never forget it the rest of my life. There was this time when Stephen was supposed to pop the cork on the champagne, and David said, “Come on Stephen! Pop your cork for us and show us watcha got! …. Whoops, that's not right. Hehe!” Haaii.. The Cfers were just laughing in our dinner table man…
Pic 1: Steven & Masami
Pic 2: The 2 funny couple!
Pic 3: Joined together by our Heavenly Father
Pic 4: Me and the lovely couple
**My camera can’t capture a lot of pics coz of the dim light.**
Friday, May 05, 2006
Pic 1: Masami & Steven, practicing for their solo for tomorrow night.
Pic 2: WM the pianist
Pic 3: David Teoh, our guitarist (we had 2 Davids here…)
Pic 4: Steven will be playing violin solo too.
Pic 5: And of course me as well, playing Twinkle Twinkle Little Star. (hahahahaa… not for the wedding of course! Steven just taught me to play for fun, I will be worship leading in the wedding tomorrow)
**There are 5 generations of Cfers that were there that night, a lot of them are not in the pics coz i didn't manage to catch them, they are about 15 of us all together i think.**
This is WM’s relative’s apartment, very nicely decorated, nice place to stay overnight for 3 days.
Pic 1: The nice living room.
Pic 2: nicely decorated, small dining table. =)
After taking about 40 mins nap, there goes David, bringing WM and I to the seaside.
Pic 3: WM & I
Dinner time, at Pulau Tikus.
Pic 4: Steven (Cecena's husband) & Cecena (and food)
Pic 5: Cecena, Wei Mei, Me & David (and food)
Well, you must be thinking that we are crazy… after some food at Pulau Tikus, we went to another place for rojak, muar chee, don’t know what else la, all in hokkien, I don’t know… hahaha…
Then we continue to another place for the best ice kacang (ABC) and finally the guys went to ‘tapau’ some good burgers before we gathers in Masami’s suite for music practice.
Food food food…
**All of us are Cfers, from Inti College, Subang** =)
Lesson learned: Wash your hair daily.
Lord, bless those who take train to work daily, it's not easy.
**Ps, i jotted all this down on the way to Penang so i can blog them out. Now i'm at Alvin's hse where i can access to the internet and do my blogging!**
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
I can sense that i'm drawing a real thick line in between us. This is not good i know. Lord, i need healing.
Monday, May 01, 2006
And Buddy boy is on my bed too!
Sydney gal sleeping on the floor
Abigail on a rack
Tiger on bro’s bed