I hate you
Even when i'm not with you
You make me cry
Even when i drive
Your word stays in me
Everytime you spoke to me
I don't like you
Simply because i hate you
Even when i'm not with you
You make me cry
Even when i drive
Your word stays in me
Everytime you spoke to me
I don't like you
Simply because i hate you
I just cried when i drove to fetch sis from office. Never had i did this before but i just can't stand it. Drops of tears just flow like rushing river. Normally i like to cry when i'm hurt and sad, alone in the room hugging my pillow. It's a good way to release myself. Now i feel better after i cried but i can't imagine i did it when i'm driving. Even little girl from other car saw it and looking at me curiously.. ;)
About what? About the one that i hate very much. He called when i'm taking my nap. Telling me a lot of things i don't like to hear. Leaving back echo of voices in my mind that i can't delete, in my sleep till i release it just now. That's why my family don't like to pick up house phone, simple because we don't want to listen to him speak.
Lord, help me, help me. I hate him much but i know i should not. Help me to forgive and forget, what he has done in my life. Lord, i hate him, very much. I'm sorry Lord, help me to forgive, my dad.
3 comments:
u know it's not right but it's hard to control.. it's so easy to hate a person but it's so hard to put in courage to like.. his words may be painful like a sting worst than a bee, but dun let hate overpowering ur life.. he's not willing to change, but u can.. whenever hate visits, tell urself, it will leave as soon as u want it to leave... u respect him as u must but u control ur life, not him... it may not be now, but somehow, i believe he will regret.. there is no perfect in everything u do.. but live with no regrets.. when u think u are alone, think more.. u still have ur mom, ur sis, ur bro, ur dl and us, frens... a big MUAH! to u... hope u'd brighten up...
thanks dreamer, will take what you say to heart.
It's never going to be easy. But if the Lord can forgive your dad, I am sure all the more you must too. Must really pray about it. I may not know what really went on, but I can sense it's something very painful.
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